12:16.

Maybe this is living in the full awareness of the moment. When your heart is wringed and yet you can smile and laugh and cry with abandon.

2005 is a year of flight, a year of going from glory to glory, a year of fulfilling my calling even as I cannot call it by name yet truly but somewhere inside, somewhere only You and me know, maybe I do know. And You are slowly teaching me to see.

11 days till I leave Melbourne. It's not any easier thinking of leaving but maybe it's not that hard even as it's so hard.

Lord, You have my heart.