20:51.

When are character traits learned and when are they part of you? At which point does learned behaviour become rooted and morph into innate characteristics? If that happens, can you separate it from "you" any longer? And in doing so, are you ridding part of yourself or just something alien?

This has been one of those days, when boredom and melancholy combine to just immobilise me. I suppose I have a part in it, allowing inertia and exercising choice to not do and do the things I did not or did.

I got some work done, enjoyed certain moments and activities of the day, but the boredom and desire to just not do any thing is still here.

*stares at screen*

Argh.